IAN Holloway admitted that Norwich could have scored more than six goals on a "painful" afternoon for Millwall at Carrow Road.
The Lions were given a Boxing Day thrashing by the Canaries, whose winning margin would have been greater had they taken a host of other clear-cut chances
"It's a painful afternoon to say the least," said Holloway. "When you want to see a bit of fight and a bit of spirit, it didn't come. That's the alarming thing and Norwich exploited it.
"That's a catalogue of errors and if I'm honest, the score could've been worse than that. It was six but god knows how many more it could've been.
"There was a shattering loss of confidence in the group.
"I first saw this happen against Middlesbrough a few weeks ago – up until then we always had a spirit about us but that seems to have dissipated. I don't know where that's gone.
"We made so many mistakes trying to get back in it. A team like Norwich will counter on you – they've got good pace and a good shape. They've got important things in important areas.
"By the end, I was almost scared to attack in any way, shape or form. That's down to your structure behind your attacks."
Holloway felt Norwich's second goal was the decisive moment but refused to criticise David Forde after his error allowed Cameron Jerome to score.
"I don't blame anybody," he said. "Players go out there trying to do their best and everyone seems to look for someone to blame. If there's any one person to blame it's me.
"By everybody's standards we didn't have the best of games.
"I'm trying to deal with what I saw out there. We've got some major surgery to do. You can't be a Millwall player if you don't stand up and be counted."
Asked whether he felt for the travelling fans, Holloway added: "That goes without saying. I'm a Millwall fan myself – my whole livelihood is here now.
"I chose that and that's what I want. I'm to blame.
"It's my responsibility and I'm not going to wilt. I will find players who can deal with things for me. Wherever we are today is where we're starting from.
"I agreed to build for the future just under a year ago and that's still what I want to do. I knew it was going to be tough but not this tough.
"This is when you find out about yourself and the people you're with."